I can not admit guilt to something I did not do

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Chapter 7 DARK DAYS AT POLDA

It really sux being in here. I've been here for 18 days. I thought I had no more tears left. I was wrong. I haven't yet made it to 20 days. I want to know HOW I'm supposed to make it through 10 or 20 years. 20 years I wouldn't even contemplate surviving, 10 years...oh, I can't think about it. I wonder if someone out there is feeling even a little guilty. I may never know. Diary entry, 26 October 2004